Is war really worth the cost?

So I started this post this morning and entitled it is war really worth the cost? The outcome now of this post is completely different then what it was going to be. I was so angry this morning. I had cried myself to sleep last night (I officially think that is the only time in my life that I truly cried through the night) I hated the fact that Troy was gone. I am tired of being alone. I am tired of hearing these stories of war. The horrible things that happen to people (get blown up, loose their eye sight, loose their spouse, loose their sanity) you name it I have seen it with this deployment and we are only half way through it! I am tired of consoling my 4 year old as he is sobbing in the middle of the day or night saying he misses his daddy. I get infuriated when people spread rumors about families who are going through this deployment. I am tired of getting these promptings that I need to get on my knees and pray for my husbands safety. Yes even in the middle of the shower!

Okay now that I have gotten that out of my system... If you were to ask me this morning if war was worth the cost I would have said with a great big HECK TO THE NO. Ask me tonight? Yes I do. I've had a change of heart in the last 10 hours. Thank you to a sweet Young Womens leader who was inspired today. THANK YOU THANK YOU!