One more thing

So I wanted to add to my last post. One thing I have learned is I allow myself to grieve. I seen a few heartaches in my life but one of the HARDEST things I have had to do in my WHOLE life is this deployment. I am learning to let myself have 5 or 10 minutes a day to cry. Actually when he first left I cried about once a day. Now its about once every 2-3 weeks. It is hard to explain because its a different cry. Its a release cry. I love it! I really have learned that I need to do it.